Gay Things!!!

    Guess I never felt so scared as I felt today.     I was in one kind of  "blind date". I just met this guy today and then he called me to go outside. I was really afraid, nervous, but I said yes.     He said: Meet me in front of the church at eight o'clock.     I went. There were a lot of guys there, really handsome guys, I should say. All shirtless. I was going crazy, they were looking at me, but none of them took the cell phone to call me, so I felt miserable. Maybe he saw me and thought I was really ugly and ran away.     The bad thing is that now I wish I was there, with him. I told my parents that I was going to a birthday party... What they didn't know is that I was going to blow the candle... This is the sad part, all this lying thing.     I just feel like as was a pretty little liar. Living in a world of lies and more lies.     The clock shows 22:14... I'm stil...

    I can’t remember the last time I went to a church. I think it was about three years ago. One thing I can tell you: My life was better when I went to the church.     Today I was thinking about the mass. It was so bore. Sorry God, but it was. I remember the women singing so slow, so disheartened.     When I was younger there was a group in my church, the young group. We use to go to the church together and pray. It was funny, when we had to sing we used to do it faster than the old women. Our mass was fun.     But, I don’t know if I was praying for the right reasons. Once I was at the church talking to God (In my thoughts). I remember that I asked him a boyfriend. I said: “Please God, give me a sign. Who will be my first boyfriend?” Then the hottest guy of the neighborhood arrived. I said: “Wow! God, is it for me? Are you sure? Will he be my first boyfriend? I thank you man!”     But the boy wasn’t interest...