Guess I never felt so scared as I felt today. I was in one kind of "blind date". I just met this guy today and then he called me to go outside. I was really afraid, nervous, but I said yes. He said: Meet me in front of the church at eight o'clock. I went. There were a lot of guys there, really handsome guys, I should say. All shirtless. I was going crazy, they were looking at me, but none of them took the cell phone to call me, so I felt miserable. Maybe he saw me and thought I was really ugly and ran away. The bad thing is that now I wish I was there, with him. I told my parents that I was going to a birthday party... What they didn't know is that I was going to blow the candle... This is the sad part, all this lying thing. I just feel like as was a pretty little liar. Living in a world of lies and more lies. The clock shows 22:14... I'm stil...